I am so happy to be back, with my Mom and my friends. It's worth gold to look in to their eyes and laugh together with them again. It's nice to see my relatives at Christmas and Easter. It's even nice, to hear my cat never giving up on me giving him food. Oh, and I missed the Swedish food while I was gone, though American steaks are something extra!
I love the fact that school's for free here and that I'm in a great class at the university! I've missed how the sun stay up longer in summer time, it's something special to walk outside in the evening while the sun still's shining. I've missed the water! So freaking much. I can just sit and stare at it.

There's so much I've missed, but there's even more things I miss now. I never thought my exchange in America would affect me so much.

I left having one family and I came back, having so many more. Now I just wish that we all could be together in one place. It's tearing my heart apart to be so far away.

I could I'd be writing about how much I miss my boys every day. I'd write about my feelings and tell the world how incredibly much I love and miss them. I hope they'll know forever, how extremely loved they are by their Swedish big sister. How amazing they are.

Having all my "new" friends and families so far away makes my heart sad, and what if noone knows how to fill my bucket?